With everything going soooo well I started feeling like there was a target on my back. Then today at work things went... I can't think of a word to describe how it went so let me explain and you can insert whatever word you thing would be proper.
I went in to close the back office, everything was fine, the office was perfect and I was ready for break. Before break I get paged to the phone for a call on 101. It wasn't uncommon for me to get a call but usually I am expecting it. So I answer the phone in the proper Publix way, "Customer Service, this is Danielle, how may I help you?", even though they asked for me. I get a "Danielle?" and I was like "Yes...". Then it got (insert word here).
This person said "Do you know who this is?" and of course I had no idea so I said "No." Then they said the next phrase that had me almost passing out in the back office.
"This is Garret."
OMG The last person on earth I thought I would hear from, especially at work. For those who don't know, this a****** tore my heart to pieces and left me a wreck, ask K or H. Anyway I was so in shock that the only thing that came out of my mouth was yes or no. The call ended and I ended up on my knees that had been shaking the whole time. I called my mom and she got me less shaky. But I ended up shaking the entire night because there was a possibility that he might show up, he knows where I work, live, go to school, etc. So needless to say my mind was somewhere else all night.
It seems like I will looking over my shoulder for some time now that he is back in town. Don't know what I will say or do but I am completely over him. I am still kinda shocky over the call but I have grown since I ended things.
Hopefully I will be able to come out of this better
